Thursday, February 8, 2007
great..im bloggin in my
NOVENA OUTLET SHOP..muahahas..hais..dis few daes my mood hav been going up n down..sux..try veh hard not to tink abt anythg..jux cramp myself in front of the com n kip playin games just to prevent my mind frm wanderin to some places it shld nt be..i jux cant face up the reality that im going to get my results tmr lah`!! sux mann...jux hate it...tink tmr i'll jux shut myself up frm everyone..sry if my attitude sux tmr..pls understand ppl...hais...veh afraid to dissapoint my parents..somehw jux felt that my dad has been pinning his hopes on me..hais..he hopes that i will get into a gd jc..which i also wish for..hav been prayin hard nwadaes..hais..dun tink i will be able to slp tonite..well..thats why im workin todae..trying to numb myself..make myself tired frm tinkin abt anithg else..and jus head off to slp..hais...dun wna tink abt anythg..todae reli jus nt in the mood smehw..hais..i dunno..well..todae work at novena..heard alot of frens workin here too..shall go find them during my break ltr..hais..maybe tonite go hme numb myself in front of the com..hw i wish time wun pass so fast..hais..crappin alot of rubbish here..pardon me for that..hais...crackin' my brains abt valantine's dae gift..jux managed to deco a card ytd nite..wasnt that nice actualli..hais..sux..everythg is jux nt rite..thgs dun turn out the way it shld be..hais..anw..its weird..for this whole week...guess i will onli be workin for todae..fri n sat will ask to be off...hais..no mood to work..hais..then mum was unwell too..gt infected by my bro..hais..he has been spreadin his illness to everyone..except for me`!hais..so ytd was supposed to go out shoppin for my cny clothes..in the end..mum was so sick that she told to to cancel my date n stay at hme instead to look aft my bro..this is a sign that thgs will nt go smoothly for me..hais..okies..shall stop crappin' rubbish liao..bit insane..well..stop here for the good..i'm just a step awae.......
